Autobiographical sketches of
the real life of
Bert Gilbert Morrison
Early in the spring of 1871, a small train
of emigrant wagons drawn by oxen, pulled out of a slumping little village in
the mid west. Bound for the
prairie country just east of the Rocky Mountains.
On a balmy day in the middle of June, after two months
of weary traveling over the almost road less plains, the small band of
emigrants came upon a small river strolled gently through its winding course
out in the center of a valley. Its
banks were covered with a wilderness of forest trees, vines and
underbrush. Over across the
western breaks of the little valley a scattered herd of Buffalo was seen
grazing lazily on the buffalo grass.
ÒHere is where we stayÓ, called out father from the
lead wagon as his oxen started down into the valley on a trot. After a short drive the little band
pulled up along the bank of the river, and to their amazement they beheld a
small log cabin, over across the river on the west bank. The cabin had more the appearance of a
blockhouse than a habitation it had no windows but had portholes cut in all
sides. On investigation was found
that the evidently been deserted for some time. This cabin had been built, as was learned later, by hunters
several years previous to the arrival here of the little band of settlers. The little cabin had quite a little
history, many battles with Indians had been fought there, and several white men
had been killed and scalped be the Sioux Indians in and around the cabin.
They were all very much taken up with this valley so
they decided to take up homesteads and go to work building homes. Father took possession of the log
cabin. The others built crude
shelters out of poles and their wagon sheets to protect their families until
they could take their claims and build dugouts. Just as soon as the women and children were made as
comfortable as was possible under the circumstances the men, all but
grandfather, struck out over the valley and the prairie divide to the west. With three purposes in view, to locate
claims. Look for Indian signs, and to kill some game for meat. It was then, while father and the other
men were away from camp that I was the sparkling bosom. A tragedy was narrowly averted in the
lone cabin. For mother in a moment
of delirium had grasped me. Her newborn babe by the ankles and was in the act
of striking my head against the wall, but was prevented from doing so by the
timely arrival of my Aunt. Thus,
on the spur of the moment, a tragedy was averted which would have added another
chapter to the bloody history of the lone log cabin in the wild woods. I was named Gernhard; this began my
life that was destined to be so full of ravenous and varied experiences.
Chapter 2
The twilight was gathering and settling down over the
woods and the camp by the river.
The women were preparing the simple evening meal. Over their campfires, casting now and
then an anxious look out through the woods to the west. There anxiety was soon changed into
that of joy for their men walked into camp each carrying a chunk of buffalo
meat. They also brought news that
caused considerable uneasiness they had seen a large Indian encampment over the
divide to the west and less than 10 miles away. They soon learned that the Indians were friendly and
promised to remain so if they would not kill any more of their buffalo. But threatened to scalp every one of us
if they killed another buffalo. As
so the little band to be content with antelope and other smaller game for their
meat. The next year when the
buffalo threatened to destroy the crops they did not dare to shoot them but
would shoot blank powder to frighten them out of the fields. A few weeks after their arrival in the
little valley they had all taken homesteads and were busy building, making hay,
and otherwise preparing for winter.
Then came five trying years an almost continuous battle with prairie
fires, grasshoppers and droughty.
At times we were obliged to live on short rations. I call to mind one mid summers day a stiff
breeze was playing about now shaking the leaves of the forest trees waving the
grasses and the flowers here and there then fanning our faces with its cool
refreshing touch, the sun rays were modified by a slight smoke daze due perhaps
to distant forest fires. It was
about two oÕclock in the afternoon, that peculiar looking clouds darkened the
sun then in a few minutes little greenish white grasshoppers commenced to come
down like hail until the ground and everything was covered. Father went at once out to the
cornfield and found that every corn stalk was covered with the little winged
imps of destruction. Father then
sat to work hauling hay around through the field and settling it on fire in
hope of driving them away but to no avail, so by sun down there was nothing
left of the corn but stubs. Our
garden was destroyed. Even onions
were eaten slick and clean. The
ravenous pests destroyed all our shoes that had been put away in the garret to
save them for winter use. Most of
our wheat was saved as it was shocked.
When twilight settled over our little neighborhood at close of this
disastrous day in mid summer it was a sad and disheartened little band of
farmers that gathered to discuss this calamity that had come upon us so
suddenly. The next morning as the
sun raised the grasshoppers took to their wings and migrated into the DakotaÕs
and Minnesota where they did much damage throughout the scattered settlements.
Chapter 3 The Prairie Fire
One afternoon in middle autumn clouds of smoke came
rolling over the divide to the west and caused great excitement thought out our
little neighborhood. Us children,
those of all the families were gathered together at the home of an aunt. She alone was left in charge of us
sun-tanned youngsters. All the
rest both men and women hastened across the stream to fight the raging furious
demon of the plains. The plains
men of old knew how to fight their most dreaded enemy the very best thing to
fight him with was his own element. So they scattered up and down the stream
starting their backfires as they went.
Then commenced a fierce battle with the smoke and flames. Their back fires would get into heavy
clumps of tall grasses and weeds also brush along the edge of the stream and so
fanned by a stiff breeze would jump over to our home side. Where it threatened our homes and
lives. Oh how they fought. With wet grain fastened to the ends of
green poles. These they kept
wetting from time to time in the stream as contact with the burning smoke and
grass would dry them out. They
would fight until they were almost overcome by smoke and heat. Then they would rush into the stream
and hold their faces close to the surface of the water. Thus they could get fresh air into
their lungs. There they would
stand for a few seconds then out again and back to that awful fight. All afternoon they fought that prairie
demon. The sun was sinking like a
great ball of deep red into the smoky haze of the western horizon. When the fire had passed around us to
the north and the south. By the
aid of plowed hedgerows on the northeast and south, our homes were safe. The little band of fire fighters came
tattering in more dead than alive, and as black as niggers, from head to foot. However they had been victorious, they
had won their battle. Their home
and children were safe. In spite
of their sorry condition there was a gleam of joy shone from their eyes and a
smile played over their faces.
When they beheld our startled expressions as we looked from one to the
other hardly recognized our own parents.
They were indeed a sight to behold.
Chapter 4
One day when as a very small boy, I wondered away from
home along the stream and in the thick woods. I remember climbing into the branches of a small fallen
tree. I fell down between this
treetop and a rotten stump. Right
into a large red aunt mound and of course was covered with red ants in a
moment. It seems that I was unable
to get away. Then an aunt of mine
found me, attracted there by screams; I was struggling in the mound covered
with antÕs front head to foot. My
mouth and nose were full of them and they were digging at my eyes. My aunt plucked me up and carried me
down to the edge of the stream.
There she stripped off all my clothes and then downed me into the cool
water. There she stripped off all
my clothes and then downed me into the cool water. Then she picked the ants out of my mouth and nose the best
that she could. I was badly marked
up. My body was completely covered
with little red marks where the ants had bitten me. So I presume that this auntie of mine saved my life the
second time before I was three years old.
Then one evening after sun down my oldest brother and
I were down in the pasture close to the stream, when a large gray wolf came
rushing across the stream and right toward us. We were both very young about three and four years old. We became so frightened that we just
embraces each other and stood still.
The wolf was only a short distance from us when it stopped, squatted
with its breast almost touching the ground, then a huge streak of red shot past
us. For an instant the wolf
crouched there its eyes gleaming fiercely on them it turned to flee towards the
river. He was a little to slow for
our good red bull caught it on his horn and tossed him out into the middle of
the stream. Just then we heard
mother calling, which had the effect of breaking our fright trance, which
seemed to glue us to the spot. We
ran home to tell the news to mother.
We were never again allowed to go after the cattle.
It was early in the spring the snow had disappeared in
the low shady places where it lingers for many days through the sun shone
bright and warm. The surface of
the ground was getting nice and dry.
Again the pasture was beginning to show a shade of green through its brown
carpet of dead grass. Brother and
I were allowed to play down by the creek in the pasture. Which was a great treat after having
been confined indoors throughout the long winter months. We were having a big time throwing
pebbles into the stream when we noticed a cow licking a tiny calf. It was lying down and seemed unable to
get up. My brother and I started
at once across the stream and up to where the cow and calf were. I ran right run to the calf. Next instant the cow caught me on her
horns and threw me up over her back.
Then she turned and would have pierced me had not father appeared on the
scene. I was then about three
years old. Two years later we
moved back to the states.
Chapter 5
My early school days were uneventful they were spent
in the country. Between my fifth
and sixth year of age we moved to a small town in Iowa. This little town nested in between two
streams just above the fork where the little stream emptied onto the
river. There I spent the remainder
of my school days and my boyhood and most of my early manhood years.
As
a boy I was wild and mischievous and as a matter of course got into more little
scrapes than I would have had I been of a quieter nature. Soon after I started school in this
little Iowa town I has a falling out with a stout German boy about my own
age. He remained my bitter enemy
for many years and got me into much trouble at school. We had many fights. Early one winter morning when I was
eleven or twelve years old, we got into a fight in our schoolroom, there were
only three or four of us boys in the room. It was quite a while before time for school to take up. I had got the best of him in the fight.
A few minutes later I was looking out the window when he slipped up and struck
at the top of my head with a long iron bar. The bar was used to pull the large windows down from the
top. The bar just grazed the back
of my head. Taking with it a small
patch of skin and hair. It came
down with a crash on the desk behind me leaving quite a dent in the hard wood. If he had struck me first in the head,
as he no doughty intended to do, I should surely have been killed. I had several fights with him after
that, for he could never resist in his nagging such as throwing rocks and
snowballs at me and doing to me every mean trick that he could think of. After the iron bar incident I watched
him closer. Still he came very
near getting me with a brick in the side of my head. I looked toward him just in time to dodge it.
Our
home was in the south part of town and close to the creek. One day when this creek was high, and
out of its banks I went down to the creek in the woods all alone and walked out
onto a log spanning a gully.
That had at one time in the years past been the main creek bed left on
this old white elm log. On the log
was a collection of brownish black stuff, the decomposed inner bark I
presume. This had been made wet
and very slick by the recent rains, I was standing on a patch of this bark for
it seemed to offer a surer footing than the wet naked log. All at once it slipped and I with it
into the muddy surging stream below, I was only seven years old at this time
and has as yet not learned to swim.
But I got to shore, how? I
so often think of this little incident.
When I read of people falling into the water and drowning within a few
feet of shore. Now if you throw a
puppy of a kitten or in fact most any other animal in water. They will get out, not because they
have learned the art of swimming but because they do the most natural
thing. It seems to me for anything
to do, either man or beast and that is to struggle to paw, claw, and kick to
keep on top of the water and to get to land. If a child or a man was slipping down an embankment and it
was against their will to do so, they would naturally claw and dig with both
hands and feet to gain the top. If
they would struggle in water just the same way. They would always stand a good chance of saving themselves. When falling into deep water close to
shore even though they have never tried to swim before. That is how I got out, just as soon as
I hit the water I commenced struggling, just as soon as my head came up above
the water, I turned towards shore and pawed and kicked for dear life.
Chapter 6
Another
time after I was fourteen or fifteen years old in company with my oldest
brother (Zeb) and a school mate.
We were all bathing, in a stream that was full to the bank. I swam across and in coming back the current
carried me lower than I had figured, and I was drawn into a whirlpool close to
shore. I struggled with all my
might and mine to get out. I
couldnÕt make it for it was all that I could do to keep on top. Some awful power seemed o be trying to
draw me in under. There were
willows over hanging the bank close to the whirlpool and the bank stepped
gradually, while the bank just opposite was undermined and over hanging. I made several futile attempts to lunge
over the rim of the swirling pool and grasp one of the overhanging willow
branches. Just as soon as the boys
realized that I was unable to get out, our chum and schoolmate took a firm hold
of a willow limb just above the pool.
Then my brother caught hold of his other hand and waded out as far as he
could. He was then in water up to
his neck and close to the edge of the swirl. The water carried me around and around in a circle five or
six feet in diameter. I would come
around and I would lunge forward with all my strength trying to reach my
brothers out stretched hand.
Several times I tried this in vain. Then with a desperate effort, my brother also surged toward
me with such force that our chumÕs hand slipped several inches on the willow
limb. Zeb clasped my wrist, than
with all his strength our chum tried in vain to put us out. I looked from ZebÕs face to our friends
then to his left hand that was clutching the limb, for I could feel the
sensation of something giving. I
watched and could see that his hand was slowly but surely slipping down.
Instead of him pulling us out I was steadily drawing them in. On my brothers
face was an expression of great fear.
My thoughts were working fast.
I thought they couldnÕt pull me out of that awful grip. They helped to hold me up thus giving
me a little rest and a better chance to think. I planned a certain desperate move by which I hoped to
escape from the death grip of this swirling sucking monster. ÒZebÓ said I Òlet go of my wrist and
save yourself for I can see that I am pulling you both inÓ. I shall never forget the expression
that crept over my brotherÕs face when I asked him to turn me loose. His expression had been that of fear
now it seemed to me that it was that of mingled fear, bitter anguish, and
intense grief. As if he could
already see me in his imagination lying dead some where in the bottom of the
swollen stream. I asked him to let
go several times and he would only look at me and grip harder. Then I looked him fair in the eye and
said slow and earnestly, Òbrother you must turn me loose. If you donÕt in just a few minutes you
and C. will soon be in here with me and we will all drown. Please let go Zeb and get out as quick
as you canÓ. He did, than came the
supreme effort. I had made a resolution
that I just would get out. For the
thought of my dear little mother, my sisters, and that expression on my
brotherÕs face, moved and stirred me almost a super human effort. I had come to that state of undaunted
spirit of determination when men accomplish the almost impossible. Just as soon as my left hand was free,
I made a lunge and dive just through the inner edge of the outer circle of the
whirlpool were there was a log, I was going to throw myself over it head first
and down into the water on the other side. I threw my hands and head down with all my might thus I drew
my legs out of that terrible sucking center. With another lunge I grasped a branch of the over hanging
willow, and drew myself up out of the small willow shoots, then set my feet on
what seemed to me then to be the most beautiful and the dearest spot of land
that I had ever seen. I lay there
exhausted and it was sometime before I gained enough strength to dress and go
home.
Chapter 7 Beating trains
When
I was quite a young lad, I took to bating trains. Just west of town about two miles was a steep grade, and
heavily loaded freight trains would have a hard time getting up although they
would get a good start out of Town as it was a down hill grade to start
with. A few of us town boys first
took to riding freights up to the top of the hill. Then get off when the train would slow down to six or eight
miles and hour. After a while we
became more daring and would stay on until they reached the top of the grade
and commence to gain speed again.
Then we would dare each other or lean backwards out as we called to see
who dared to ride them out the farthest thus many boys took more or less
serious stumbles. This we kept up
until the railroad company complained to the town officials. After that the Marshall watched so close
that it was hard to get a chance to board a train, in he daylight without
getting caught. Well a boy who was
about two years older than myself was the recognized leader. We could ride the farthest and unload
without tumbling. After we took to
beating trains to neighboring towns and Chicago.
One
Sunday William R my pal in train beating dared me to join him and catch a fort
stock train that was taking water at our town and had a clear right away to run
to a large town, 37 miles East. He
purposed that we ride it to a town eight miles distance and then to get
off. I accepted his
challenge. So as the fast stock
train pulled out we boarded her.
When we reached our neighboring town I got down on the drop box on one
of the stock cars and just before I reached the depot platform I dropped off is
was a lovely Sunday evening and the depot platform was thronged with people
waiting for #8 the evening passenger train that was close behind us. I do not believe those people would
have looked more astonished if I had dropped down from the heavens, for the stock
car was running at full speed. The
years of practice in getting off the trains after they had gained speed over
the hill west of our home town had made Bill and I experts at the
business. This time Bill did not
dare to unload so stayed on until she stopped and did not get back home until
the next day.
I remember one cold winter night my bud and I took a
foolish notion to beat our way to Chicago. We crawled through the end door of a boxcar loaded with
shelled corn. Just back of us was
a stock car loaded with hogs. It
was bitter cold but we had gotten long pretty well until about midnight, then
it seemed that we would freeze to death.
Although we were will clad.
A blizzard was raging out side.
Finally when I realized that we just could not stand up. A bright idea struck me, we would go in
and sit on top of the hogs and although we would get the full sweep of the
blizzard through the open stock car, I knew that the warmth from the hogs would
keep us from freezing to death. We
were than so numb that it was very dangerous crawling from one end door and
through to the other. I took the
lead the end door to the stock car was close but not sealed and on account of
my numb condition I had an awful time getting it open. At last I managed to
slide it back and far enough so that I tumbled head first down on top of a pile
of hogs. My comrade got in all
right we got our feet and hands down between the hogs and in spite of the wind
and snow on our backs we were soon quite comfortable I have often heard the expression
used riding a hog train making reference to beating a freight but that was once
that we rode a hog train sure enough.
Bill R. came to a sad end; a train in the yards of our hometown killed
him, his head was severed from his body.
I have always been glad that I was not with him at that time.
Chapter 8 Playing truant
When
a small boy, I hated to stay in the schoolhouse in the spring and summer when
the weather was nice. I have
always been a lover of nature and the great outdoors. So often time when father winter had given way to pretty
miss spring time, when the sun shone nice and warm and the birds sang sweetly,
I would be tempted to run away from school. We had some neighbor boys who did not go to school except
for a few weeks in the middle of the winter, so these boys were my playmates and
pals in mischief. I would help
them heard their cows out on the commons close to town. Then sometimes we would go
fishing. I call to mind one day in
early April after a very severe winter the sun shone bright and warm, the snow
was all gone but in a narrow strip that draped the water down by the
river. There was still thick ice
so that we could skate. This strip
of water was shaded by a thick growth of young willows and vines on the south
side and beside that it been covered with several feet of snow so it had kept
the ice intact until this time.
This warm April morning I put on my skates and was skating up and down
the strip. One of the two boys
that was with me had chopped a large hole in the ice is a place where over
hanging trees on both sides made it quite dark. I came skating along, the two boys stood on the ice just a
little to one side of the hole, I turned to pass them and slipped right into
the hole, and under the ice. One
of the boys had presence of mind enough to reach down and in someway get hold
of my hand I was sweeping my hands around over my head trying to find the
opening in the ice. He pulled me
out and the next thing was to get my cloths dry. I took them off and the boys helped me to ring them
out. Then we smoked them as best
as we could then hung them on bushes to dry. I huddled on the sunny side of a stump while my clothes were
drying.
Another
time two of us boys were driving down a steep hill not far from town in a two
horse spring wagon, when all of a sudden one of the poles came loose from the
axle tree which caused the wagon to lurch to one side throwing my companion and
I against the end of the seat with such force as to break the end of the seat
out. And let me down between the
front wheel and the bed of the wagon.
My one leg was caught over the double tree, the other leg hung down with
my foot close to the ground. My
companion managed to stick to the seat but with the horse running and the wagon
shooting from one side to the other it was several minutes before he collected
his wits sufficient to stop the horses, although I kept calling to him to do
so. I expected any minute to be
crushed to death. When finally at
the bottom of the hill the horses were stopped. I crawled out of my dangerous position not much the worse
for my experience. Except for the
watch that I carried in my vest pocket was broken all to pieces.
Chapter 9 Beating trains across the continent
I
remember my first trip to the Pacific Coast. I deadheaded all the way. It was a bright sunny day in February. Small patches of snow lingered here and
there over the landscape. Though
the sun was warm the air was quite cold.
However I decided to catch a side door sleeper for the Wild West. After dinner I bade my folks
farewell. All the clothes I took
along were on my back. I went down
to the freight yard, got up into an empty boxcar standing on a siding, and
waited for my train. Freight
pulled in and out, but none carried empties except stock cars. Night and darkness came on, so I went
up to the railway lunchroom and had supper. Now back to the west yards it was now clouded over and as
dark as a stack of black cats. I
was walked cautiously alone the yards, when all of a sudden a flash of fire
shot whiz past my right cheek. I
realized in an instant that I had been shot at, and I dropped flat to that
ground and looked around but could not see anyone. To this day I canÕt imagine who it was that could have
wanted to put my lights out.
Unless it was some lawbreaker, who took me for a Fly cop.
Before
midnight I was walking to and for in an empty boxcar rolling over the frosty
rails for the west. The next night
found me in Omaha, NE. I remember
well the stars and strips were floating over several of the large
buildings. It was WashingtonÕs
Birthday and bitter cold. I caught
freight on the U.P. and held her down to Columbus, OH. But I could not stand it any longer for
it was too cold. So I stayed over
night at Columbus and the next morning I went out to the country and hired out
to a farmer. I worked for this
farmer until August. Then assumed
my dead heading trip to the coast.
I caught freight out of Columbus, OH and rode her clear in Cheyenne, WY. I rode into Cheyenne with a break man
named Snell he advised me to look out for Jeff Carr the city Marshall. I was standing on the side ladder of a
boxcar pulling into the yards when Snell called down to me and said, ÒDo you
see that tall man in the gray suit looking this way?Ó ÒYesÓ, well that is Carr
and if he sees youÓ. Well I was
well dressed but was rather Kiddush in appearance, however I resolved to try a
bluff, I dropped off the boxcar and started towards Carr who was now coming
towards me at a fast walk. I
walked fast and didnÕt look up until I was right in front of him. He had stopped and just as I looked up
his lips parted as if to speak and held out his left hand as if to stop my
passing. I did not pretend to
notice and said, ÒHow do you do Mr. CarrÓ, in a bold voice and walked on by, I
didnÕt dare to look back. I took
supper that evening with Mr. Snell at his hotel. He quit me early as he had a date with his shy
Annabelle. After a stroll around
the town I retired to the freight yards keeping a sharp look out all the while
for the tall man in gray. The next
morning I was over the mountain journey.
Then I fell in with a man about 35 years of age. He was a roofer by trade. His wife, he tells me is a close wit
and is now riding the cushions for Portland Oregon and that he was looking for
a comfortable side door slipper for the same destination. We both crawled into an empty icebox of
a refrigerator car. There was a stated partition through the center so he went
down on one side and I on the other.
The entrance to there is down through a trap door in the roof of the
car. The trip though quit lonesome
was quite enjoyable. It took us
almost a week to Portland. We made
a freight division everyday and another at night so we got a chance to get a
warm meal twice a day at the end of each division, except the last one made
into Portland, which were all made in 24 hours. The break men never looked down into our icebox during the
day, but often times at night then would lower their lantern down into the box
room each trap door. My partner
was often caught and put up from 50 cents to a dollar. I would squat down under their lantern
in the shadow of the biros and they didnÕt see me. We arrived in Portland, OR all of the scenery along the
Columbia River is very beautiful with the broad Columbia River with high steep
mountains on one side and on the other.
Also here and there were beautiful water falls. The Bridal Veil falls are simply grand.
Chapter 10 A trip to AlaskaÕs Puget Sound
I
only stayed in Portland Oregon three or four days. I then went up to Seattle I was beating freight and was put
off at a lonely watering place in the mountains. The engine took water from a small stream that came gurgling
down the mountainside. It was
getting dark when the heavy freight stopped here for water. I decided to stay right there and wait
for another freight. One time in
years past there had been a saw mill here but now here was nothing left to mark
the old saw mill site bur a small roof resting on four posts which had at one
time supported side walls there was also a heap of saw dust and a log slide
running up into the woods on the mountain side and down in under there under
the railroad bridge into the river.
A log slide is made by embedding small logs end for end into the ground
then placing a large one on each side forming a troth thus logs are scooted
down the mountain side. Well I
decided that I would build me a little fire under that roof thus I would at
least be protested from the few in order to get to this shelter I had to round
a sharp deep gully and cross the log slide. It was now getting quite dark. As I was stepping over the log slide I heard a low growl and
spitting like a cat only so much coarser and loader. It came from below me I looked and beheld a large object in
the log slide not over twenty five feet below me I struck a match and beheld a
large cinnamon bear. It was
striking the air with its right front paw claws extended and spitting like
fury. I struck two or three more
matches, which seemed to frighten it so it scrambled off down the slide to the
river after it reached the river it carried on an awful commotion and splash in
the river. I judge that it was
taking a bath so I slipped around and out on the bridge to see the fun by Mr.
Cinnamon did not seem dispensed to display this aquative art before an audience
so with furious growling he left the water and scrambled off down the
river. So I went over to the roof
shelter and made me a fire in and under the roof for it was bare ground. Then by the light of the fire I
gathered up a lot of faggots, pike nuts and small pieces of mill slabs that
were so full of pitch that through they had la-----
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